You Make Me Feel Good.

Wednesday, April 23, 2003

@ 3:04 PM

hmmm...feeling aLot better aLredi! yesterday's shopping helped a Lot maNz! last min the drama was cancelled so after PE me n maddie we went to clementi interchange to shOp! hahaha...we happiLy bOt bubbLe tea =) n waLked around...in the rain! haha...we bot accessories. me wanted a scrunchie so i bot tt. but maddie, who din want anything at first spent $14 in there! she got a lot of money....then jUne! we went to the F4 shop le! very nice leh....the posters n cardboards with them very niCe!!! i felt like asking the shop assit. if i can take hOme. haha! =P cLementi is a niCe plaCe fOr shopping actuaLLy...a biT messy bUt u can fiNd many manY maNy things there! =) =)

then when me n mad wanted to take bUs hOme. we saw a damn interesting sHoP so we went in. we spent very Long inSidE! wahaha...then in the end took the bUs onLi at siX pm. hehehehe very happy yesterday! cheered me uP! shOpping wiLL dO!

bUt if i din have PE yest. i will be happier....u nOe hOr! i wore nhss pe shorts yest. i wore it so many times nvr got scOlded b4 but the new teacher saw me n started to comment soooo mucH Lor. bLoody hell. still got so many ppl nvr wear sa pe shorts. he din say much bout them.idert. he BuaYsoNg nhss.....=( hahah wad the hell...
ok that one still nvr mind...me ran 4 rounds yest. then got one gaL suddenLy ran beside me then say "we r running 2.4, can u please go to the side" then she gestured for me to GO TO THE SIDE! wad the heLL!? wheres her manners manz! spastic! dun let me see her or i will DiaO* her. i mean reaL. n she better dun do this to me again. i wiLL REPORT her for her ruDe behaviOur.! yeeKs!

yah. thats all for yest.....was fuming initially. then had fUn when shOppinG!

nOw in scH stiLL...others having s-cube taLk. me got drama so excused from it. hehehehe =P (brina maddie n sq wiLL be glaring at me n maddie with her buddha sigN as usUaL) ok lah gtg for drama LiaO....

Monday, April 21, 2003

@ 9:18 AM

ok got alot on my mind now but just dunno how to put them in words. not happy at all. in fact very moody. think is PMS lah. then home got quite a few problems as well.

i really want to study hard le.really. but things are not goin smoothly for me to settle down for studies. got drama, the idoitic SAT that is coming real soon n i m not prepared for it at all. i really have no time to study when there's really NO TiME for me to dilly dally already. yest showed my mum the form, requiring her to sign for the payment of fees for A' levels papers. now sort of "financial crisis" at home. business is not good for sis. u see, her shop is in novena square which is very very near to Tan tOck seng hospital. who da heLL will still gO there n shOp for watches.?! then mum. she had a minor operation 2 years back n now the prob is bac.she may have to get another similar op again. then our doctor advise her not to go hospital at the moment. wad can we do. so many probs. so little time. not enough money. blah blah blah.

mabbe things aren't as bad as i think they are. i really hope so. i need time! i need the money as well. i want to maintain the standard of my studies! i want good results at the end of the year. hope can do it. if not godmum n mama n sis will be damn disappointed in me. =(

wadever la hor. i m supposed to be sleeping in class now. haha cos i slept realli late las night. n now is the break for me to take a nap. here i m tearing in front of the stupid computer. arghhhh. later got bloody maths remediaL. then got chinese test. even chinese, the subject i m most confident of, i got such lousy grade for it. useless me. hmm. when u r sad, u really tend to dig out sad things from the past n start thinking about them all over again...then make u even sadder! wad the hell....think i will be ok after a whiLe. i m quite optimistiC. somehow. haa.

got something pretty from godmum last night n its hanging beautifully on my phone now. =) at least this is smth to be happy about.! =) =) =) wahahah i need to smile man! june! cheer me up with ur funny jokes! saw that pig cartoon. was really funny! thanks for that....
time for crap......saw the charity performance yest. no comments on that. =P then haha! i dunno wad to say anymore. shall end here then.

Friday, April 18, 2003

@ 12:23 AM

wah...i m damn tired now. very very. is it becos of the drama club n everything? this whole week has been hell* for me. had to stay bac for tuesday wednesday n today.then leave school at 6pm.its very tiring. althou we jus sit on the floor n paste newspaper on the mask* but trust me. this is enuff to kill all the production crew members. i want to make everything as perfect as possible. so i take quite long to complete a mask. say 1 to 2 hours per mask. but is quality guaranteed ok......haha*

this morning sent a joke to yuki n he act. sms bac. was quite glad tt he replied. cos he normally don't. haha. then jus now we sms again. i told him smth n he replied "i know about that long ago dear" waH! i tot i see wrongly. he wrote DEAR* so i called him tt in my reply. haha. but dun have tt feeling le. jus call each other that for fun ba. hmm one whole month never talk to him online.that means really no contact le. that's y i was rather happy to receive his sms today. =) his lap-top was sent for repair....but guess wad. i saw him online jus now. but was aWaY* aiyOh i don't know wad to believe lor. sparstic.

tsktsktsk my eyelids are getting heavy. half-opened....cLosed..... (-.-)"

Tuesday, April 15, 2003

@ 10:46 AM

i watched LesLie's yi du KoNG JiaN* on friday night...damn scary man! very frightening Leh the shOw...the way they shOot it...so creepy! but very niCe!!!! my sis cried during the very Last part cOs that made her think Of the exact sUffering that LesLie gOne thrU b4 he died. so sad...=( think he reaLLi is a gOod actor n he mabbe is tOo Ru Xi* deepLy intO that mOvie that he suffered frOm the YoU yU ZheNg*....

my bLoCk test sUx! i faiLed GP.... i faiLed maths...got 29 upon 100 ok....haha...then ecOns passed...gOt E, then cHeM haven't get baC...sUre faiL again. hOw!? i jus gOt motivated to study hard sOmehOw. then nOw if my mama know my resuLts she will scOLd me...then i will get depressed again....i dun dare tO teLL her the resuLts nOw. =( =( =( =(

i m nOt feelin unhappy at the mOment...i m jus afraid tO tell my mama the resuLts onLi. i feel ashamed Leh. first time in my Life i dUn dare to tell my mum my test resuLts....hOpe when she nOes that i am reaLLi settLing dOwn tO study n wOn't scOLd me...

Saturday, April 12, 2003

@ 12:52 AM

nothing tO dO...sO pOst their PiCs fOr fUn! jerry is the OnLy one maddie thinks is goOd Lookin amOng F4...she LikeS his adam's aPpLe. haha.

Friday, April 11, 2003

@ 11:30 AM

terribLe Leh....sCh reopen liaO i stiLL cannOt "switch back"..hehe...i sLeep at 2 am 3am++ every night...jus Like during the hOls...now stiLL Lidat..very cHaM! cOs at night nOe mUs sLeep Le but stiLL wiDe awaKe...then when u sLeep Late u tend tO get hUngry Mah...so i every night eat sUpper Leh. very fattening! hahaha....

i m determined tO start stUdying Le...me wiLL read my cHeM orgaNic nOtes n make my owN nOtes. JaiMe my "sOn" say Lidat easier tO learn...i agRee osO... i want to pUt asiDe saturdays fOr studying at first, cOs sat nO TV shOws tO watch Onez...hehe.. bUt cannOt nOw, cOs drama cLub's performance is very neaR n we the backstaGe crew have aLot tO do.! they r pUshing Us!! aRg~ sO my sat CCA time is Like 10am-4pm kind...fOr the neXt 2 Or 3 weeks i suPPoSe.we have tO make 38 masKs with newspaper n waLLpaper paste...qUite grOss....tsktsk* then i haVe SAT cUmin uP in MAY. waH! i dUn Have tiMe anymOre...start tO ganjiOng* Le. hOw!!?? =( my whOLe bLock is gOne case...reaLLi man...aLL wiLL dO very badLy this tiMe. wOrse than common test n prOmOs oF Last yeaR. then yeSt. tOoK cHinese paper...haha cannOt dO! quite haRd. then BenghOng happened tO sit beside me...mabbe i gOt distraCted by him??hahahah kiddinG....i aCtuaLLy fOrgOt bout his birthday n his present. wiLL bUy chOcO then* smaLL smaLL kinD wiLL do. cOs he toLd me nO need tO even bUy a PreseNt...hehe can saVe moNey....=P ashLey's birthday i think Over aLsO...zE Me BaN???? #_#

aLamaK. nOw is orientation day 1 for J1s...my classrOoM bLock's aircOn is oFF! very hOT!!!! then very hUmiD! yeeKs* very stiCky Leh....hate it man....i want aircOn!!!!!!

hOpe the SARS wiLL be Over sOoN! cannOt gO out...i need sOme FRESH Air* haha...want tO Play badmiNtoN aLso cannOt....pLeasE. let everything bve back tO nOrmaL agaiN. nO war...no SaRs....=)

Tuesday, April 08, 2003

@ 2:54 PM

duNnO y he cHose tO die in suCh a way...i am reaLLi sad fOr LesLie...my sister's idoL aLso....wad a pity...was Listening to the radiO oN suNday. they were Playing his sOngs n taLking bout hiM...gOt so upset that i jus cried thrUout the whOLe programme...very jiaLat. his funeraL is tOday. ARH saddening~

haiz. sCh reOpening...mUs wake uP earLy agaiN...this hOL i everyday sLeep at 2, 3am n wake Up at 12 nOoN...haha waN DaN Le* me crazY...i downlOaded the whOLe cOncert intO my pc...takes Up 1.33GB..wOah sO big the sizE.

ok gtg...studY!!! my mudder keep nagging....
viOLet*

Sunday, April 06, 2003

@ 5:58 PM

my sis bOt me the F4 concert vcd Le! very niCe...i watch untiL 3.30am last "NIGHT" haha...they sing cantonese very weLL....then zaizai n kEn gOt dance! zaizai very cUte but ken seem abit cLumsy* but overaLL stiLL Okie =) ..all very shUai~ reaLLi LeH....hahaha very happy =) then hOr they giVe free orange waLLet when u bUy the vcd....but gOt the "fantasy 4ever" wordings on it...wOn't Use it Onez! hehe.

F4 rULeZ! wahahaha.....sO gOoD LoOKinG�.=P aiyOh i tokkin craP LiaO...

Saturday, April 05, 2003

@ 12:08 AM

yO! me is baC frOm the wOnderfuL* stay at the chinese heaD's hOuse...haha~ my gOdmuM's hOuse La....i reaLLi aTe whOLe day....every 2 or 3 hOurs one meaL...eat tiLL sOooO fuLL! LatE breaKfaSt, earLy LuncH, afternOoN breaK, diNNeR, suPPer! my gOd...i aTe 5 biG meaLs PeR day....stiLL gOt iCe cReaM...wahhahahahah wad a fatteniNg staY~

ShUqi, me had a funny dream last night....bUt diff frOm ur kind La....my dreamt Of me marrying a gUy...ppL sit in caR when they get marrieD rite...me dreamt Of Us takiNg mrt LeH! hahaha....very funni. hOw cUm Lidat...i wOke uP when i tOt oF"y lidat" must have wOken uP dUe to fear...haha! bUt i nvr see his faCe at aLL. mabbe is becos me was packing my godmum's wedding fotos last nite, thats y gOt thiS funny dream Las nitE.

maddie n briNa....u 2 take care hOr...see the 3 Of u in scH theN. my uNcLe say mabbe sCh wOn't reopen on mOnday. mOst prOb. bUt Let's jUs wait fOr tmR's news.....kk bye.

Wednesday, April 02, 2003

@ 12:13 PM

me gOt vOL 3&4 on sunday...n i watched them until 3am then go to sLeep...when i woke uP on monday morning, i jus watch the vcds...i finish everything by 7pm...hahah! i m crazy maNz....its a rather boring shOw this time...but gettin to see My faV F4 is another thing to be happy about! hahaha...sO cOoL....wahaha!

ok...nO more vcds tO watcH...i was thinkin Of studying LiaO...but my GoDmUm ask me gO her HousE toDAy to PlaY wiF her littLe dAughter...wad tO dO...have tO go...i asked little amanda wad she can Play wiF me...she answered "monopoLy" wOah! i gOt nOthinG tO say.........hahaha....wO hai "pc market" leh.....

sO i have to Pack my baG n gO there in the evening~ gOdmuM house gOt aLot Of cHocO n fOoD oneZ...hahaha! gO there be PiG. eat n eat n eat.....briNa~ chOcOLaTes wOr....tempted??? haha....SQ ar...ni kang fU (recOver) Le ma? maddie...hOw weRe the cOoKies?? i think i need your heLp Le...me want to put up sHoUtbOx*...but i dUnnO hOw LeH.....

haha! F4 crazE is BaC tO me OncE MoRe.............